You know when things are going well and suddenly you get bad news or something bad happens and you get that sinking feeling in your stomach? Well that’s how I feel right now.
I was watching some TV with my daughter, trying to catch up on a show we watch, when the mail comes. I was expecting something positive (which I didn’t get), but instead received something super negative financially and way out of left field. I feel absolutely deflated.
This is something completely outside of my control. Maybe it’s the fact that it is out of my control that is so upsetting. There is no recourse I can take, which is very frustrating. And it’s frustrating that it will probably negatively impact other aspects of my life.
Then I start thinking about the bad karma I seem to have hovering around me. Which depresses me no end.
I’m an intelligent, educated woman and yet I still make decisions that manage to negatively affect me in the long term. I’m going to be 60 years old at the end of this month and I’ve basically been working since I was 10 years old (baby sitting). I had thought I would be in a better financial position at this point in life and instead things are getting worse.
Pretty soon you will find me flipping burgers and asking “Do you want fries with that?” So frustrating!
Sorry about the rant today but my head is not in a good place. Hope your day is much better!
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